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love yourself

2011-10-26T04:30:00.002+08:00

I locked myself in the bathroom.
Sitting in the corner, crying my heart out.
I hated my life, I hated myself.
I was in pain, I was suffering.
Everything seemed to be wrong.
My life was crashing down on me.
My eyes were swollen and my head was pounding.
I was buried in my own tears.
I could barely open my eyes, breathing was difficult.
The pain was inexplicable.

My sister knocked on the door.
I was sharing a room with her and I locked the bedroom door.
She was angry because she couldn't come into the room.
After 5 minutes of furious knocks, I opened the bedroom door and ran back into the bathroom.
I thought she wouldn't bother about me, but she knocked on the bathroom door and tried to talk to me.
Finally I opened the door and let her in.
In between sobs I told her how much I hated this, how no one could understand me.
I told her no one loves me anymore. I don't have any friends, everyone thinks I am a freak
I told her that I wanted all these to stop. I hated feeling so helpless and most of all, I feel sorry for my parents for having to deal with this kind of daughter.
She talked to me nicely, hugged me and said something that I remember till this day.
" You don't even love yourself, how do you expect other people to love you?"

Since then, whenever I feel down because I think that no one cares, that I am alone in this world, I will always think about what my sister had said.
And it's true, I don't even love myself, how can I expect people to feel the same?

So yeah, this post is just to remind me to love myself.
:)
Thanks jie.

p/s: I am fine! Not feeling emo or anything. Just want to share this with others.

2011-10-24T11:41:00.002+08:00

look how different angles can do wonder to my face.

how i wish...

2011-10-08T05:10:00.002+08:00

Oh how I wish I was back in primary school. Waking up early in the morning, carrying my super heavy bag to school, doing lame things in class, have extra class till 4.10pm, go home and sit at the dining table with piles of homework to do and have fun with my neighbours in the evening.

Oh how I wish I was still as close to my family. Swimming, shopping, dinner, laugh and talk about anything and everything instead of studies and health. How I wish my parents could still see me as their naughty little girl instead of this weird, problematic girl. How I wish I was close to my sister and share all those girly things with her. How I wish I could still always hang out with my brother, bully him, fight with him and ask him to buy me a packet of chrysanthemum tea as my birthday present.( and he did, I was touched )

Oh how I wish I was still as close to my neighbours. I miss those times when we cycled, play gymnastic, masak-masak, play badminton, go ding-dong at people's house and then run away, go padang.........and so much more.

Oh how I wish I was still stuck at Form 2 and Form 3. Those were the happiest time of my life. Both of my best friends were in the same class as me. All our classmates were so crazy. Life was so easy and fun.

Oh how I wish those people who were once my best friends didn't change.

Oh how I wish I hung out more with my college classmates. Especially Tal, Mich, Loon Wei, Sarawakians...They were all such nice people.

.....there are so many more things that I wish, but the one thing that I miss the most is...

that I was the person I once was. I wish I didn't change. Why?!! What ever happened that make me the "me" now that I detest so much. Up until 15 years old, my life was so great, but for the past 6 years, things changed, I CHANGED and since then I have been living in hell. (except when Nian and Snowflakes came into my life)
I have no friends, always getting angry about nothing, my mind is thinking too much. I always tell myself, to stop all these, try to become the girl you once was, but after 6 years, nothing changed. How is it so hard??

Well I hope 5 years from now(or less), I could tell myself " Yay, you did it!"

curl?

2011-08-19T20:16:00.008+08:00

Whatcha think? Should I curl my hair?

88

2011-08-08T20:58:00.003+08:00

Holy crap! It's already August!
The start of 4th semester, ghost festival, 21st birthday, last month of winter(yay!)...
Although there's not much difference, but of course this year is much better than last year.
First year is always the toughest, like what my dad said.
So I guess that's why time seems to pass faster this year.

Actually I am quite lazy to update my blog, but anyway here's a summary of what I've done, what I am doing and what I am going to do in point form :

worked in Old Town Kopitiam for 3 weeks. I've resigned due to studies. Made some new Malaysian friends who are all really nice and friendly.
got a bump on my eyelid. went to the pharmacy : first time, pharmacist asked me to put hot towel on my eye. second time, pharmacist asked me not to do anything and just leave it. third time, pharmacist asked me to go and see the doctor. went to the doctor and he gave me Cephalexin (antibiotic). oh and something random, I love it when my GP keeps calling me a "good girl" whenever I said OK to his instructions. It makes me feel like a little girl. (with a halo on my head) haha
21st birthday is coming and I don't even feel excited or anything. I don't really care anyway.I just want a Juicy Couture handbag from the bf and a camera from my dad. No, actually I just want my baby Snowflakes to be here with me. :( anyway I dont think I will be celebrating.Don't really want to either. Maybe just watch a beanbag movie with the bf, and if the weather is not cold, go to the beach or something.lol. just because someone said that there are many dogs at Brighton beach, which immediately caught my attention.
feel very lost in my studies. the subjects this semester are craps. it's already week 3 and i feel like i dont know a single thing.
felt so happy because everyone loved the claypot chicken rice that i cooked. lol. I just followed the recipe only lahh. cheat wan.
thinking of trimming my hair.should i? or should i not waste money and trim when i am back in Malaysia? I always go to the saloon in SS15- Curlers, to cut my hair. I don't know why. I just love the hairdresser. :D His name is Jeremy I think.

saw my cousin who is studying in Clayton for the 1st time although he's been here for almost 6 months? haha. He passed me the clothes that I bought online. Ahhh loveeee. Clothes from Singapore's blogshops are much nicer than Malaysia's blogshops!

haiya i don't know what to write already. been staring at the screen for so long but couldn't think of something. Yeah my life is that boring. Everyday stay at home, online and munch on foods. Yeahhh naissss.

anyway,can't wait for end of the year!!
but sigh, have to go through this semester first.
LIFE.

for 5 years

2011-07-09T10:43:00.004+08:00

This is my first time spending winter in Melbourne and all I can say is :
How can people jog on the streets with just a T-shirt and shorts??!
or how can people still go clubbing wearing a short sexy tight dress without a jacket??!
Brrr thinking of it just made me cold. lol.

It is getting colder now. For me, this week was the coldest.
Who knows next week might be even colder.
Nevertheless, I will be at home with my socks, pyjamas and "bubble".
I will only go out for work and bubble tea. :D

Holiday is ending soon and results will be out on Monday.
Pray hard for me please. *big goo goo eye*

So...Crystal was here for 2 weeks.
Can't believe we didn't meet up when I was back in Malaysia for summer break.
We only bumped to each other once in Empire.
So when she was here, we met up for drinks, walked to Crown and catched a movie.
Glad that she was still the same cheesetal I knew during college. She is one of the few girlfriends that I really like hanging out with.

Anyway, I was browsing through my old pictures and just decided to show you how I ~~changed~~ didn't change from 2007. urghh so vain, I know. lol

2007 prom night

The Marilyn Monroe dress that I borrowed from my neighbour.
Abit too revealing I guess. I think people talked bad about me on that day. Oppss

2008, December

Oh, and I just have to put a picture of my baby because he is soooo cute and I miss him so much!

2009

love this dress so much but I've only wore it once

2010, January

2010, in Melbourne

2011, January

And since then, I rarely take pictures anymore.

My camera is on top of the cupboard collecting dust.

I guess I will use it when I am back in Malaysia again?

Hopefully it will still be functioning.

So far I've worked in Old Town Mamak for 3 days. 2 days of training and my official first day of work was a 4 hour shift.
Made some new friends and all of them are really nice.

Ok gotta go download Vampire Diaries Season 2 and more yahoo games for my "hibernation".

Love, me.

1 more..

2011-06-10T20:32:00.002+08:00

Hello dead blog, I am back!
Just done with 3 papers and I am left with 1 more. The last paper is on Tuesday.
Honestly thinking, I think I did quite badly for all 3 papers, especially the second one.
Say bye-bye to HD and D. Hopefully I won't fail!
I think I will commit suicide if I fail. Ok maybe I am exaggerating. :p
But please God, dont let me fail or get a Pass. At least a Credit. please please please. I studied consistently everyday since the beginning of the semester ( err I skipped a few days lahh), so I need to know that my effort has not gone to waste.
:(

So anyway, I am not going back to Malaysia for winter break.
I am going to stay here, work part time and buy some story books to read.
Sounds like a good plan?

Ok I will update again as soon as I have something to update.
lol.
urghhh I am so scared about how my results will turn out wtf^$^&)(*)(#$$%!!#$
I dont wanna fail! I dont wanna waste my parents' money!
People will not like me anymore if I am stupid. :(
Urgh okbye!

did you know?

2011-05-21T10:54:00.004+08:00

Did you know that Barney's(Neil Patrick Harris) real boyfriend is Scooter which is aka as Lily's high school lover?

Did you know that Robin(Cobie Smulders) in How I met your mother is married to Taran Killam?
Don't know who is Taran Killam??
Well, if you watch HIMYM, then you should know a guy named Blauman.
In the earlier season, he worked in Barney's company. He was the one who stood on the meeting table and tried to pee but couldn't.

Did you know that Lily's(Alyson Hannigan) husband is Sandy Rivers which is aka as Robin ex-co anchorman.
He was the irritating guy who kept wanting to sleep with Robin.
He appeared in Season 6 as well.

Did you know that Ted's(Josh Radnor) girlfriend( erm, don't know if they are still together) is Cathy(Lindsay Price)?
She was in one of the earlier season in HIMYM. She was the girl who talked non-stop. In that episode, they found out that Lily chew food loudly, Marshall sings about everything that he is doing, Ted keeps correcting people and Robin keeps using the word "literally". Remember?

Did you know that the girl who acted as the police woman( Yes, the one with the super huge boobs) with The Rock in Fast 5 is married to the guy who acted as Thor?

Elsa Pataky

Chris Hemsworth

Woo imagine how their baby would look like! sheesh!
Gee I love all these "did you know". Tell me if you know more.

Beng's 21st

2011-05-17T16:04:00.004+08:00

I am updating with some really REALLY outdated pictures.
I think it's about 1.5 or 2 months back. teehee.

this is the bf

this is Alicia and Jake at Moomba.
I just have to post this picture. haha

dinner at Menya before going to Beng's house to celebrate his birthday.
It was kind of a surprise.

Guys- Raymond, Jia Shen, Nian
Girls- Cherly, Shu Hua, Vicky, me

basketball cake

everyone was doing silly things with the party hat.

dresses

2011-05-04T15:33:00.002+08:00

Blake Lively

The dress is so unique.
Looks a little like sari.
Although I don't really like her, but BL seriously has good fashion sense.

Miranda Kerr

So effing jealous! She just gave birth and she is still so thin but with a bigger boobs!
And what's more, she is so freaking beautiful!
Sheesh with a body and face like that, any dress will look good on her.

Emma Roberts

Ok this is my favourite dress!
I always like these kind of greek-goddess type of dress!

Kristen Bell

Pretty plain but I love it and I love her!

2011-05-03T06:10:00.002+08:00

Haven't been updating for quite some time now. :)
Exam is in 1 month time, oral exam is on 27th May, assignment is due on 20th May, quiz on Wednesday, test on next Monday and I think there's another test 2 or 3 weeks later.
holymama!

Everybody has been talking about the royal wedding, the death of Osama, Ipad2.....etc
But for me, I am going to talk about what I always eat/like while watching series at home.
So relaxing and satisfying. Makes me want to stay at home all the time.
Yeah I know. Booorrinng right. Too bad. I have nothing else to talk about. :P

So first,

Tim Tam. Ok I don't always eat them but I like the double coated ones.
The rest are just blahh.
Supermarkets or convenient stores always have promotion for Tim Tams, eg: buy 2 for $5

Grain Waves.
Sour cream and sweet chili. Both my favourite flavours.
*dumps Smith's chips*

Apple scroll.
I think this is the most eaten food.
The ones I always eat is not like the picture above(I got the picture from google), but its similar.
I always buy them from Woolworths, $1.95 per scroll.
The only thing I dislike is that it contains a lot of raisins. ewww hate it!

buns! especially sausage buns like the ones above(not the long sausage type), taro buns, pork floss buns and crab meat buns.
I always buy from BreadTop but I recently tried Bread N Butter and I think the buns are better.

and lastly,

Easy Way bubble tea.
I don't drink this at home, but its our most frequent yamcha spot.
Love their Ice blended taro red bean, passionfruit relish tea and Ice chocolate which tasted like Milo.

Ok that's about it.
Gonna continue watching Criminal Minds.
I finished watching the series 24 and was so depressed because there's no more new season coming out. :(
No more Jack Bauer. :(
sigh, 24 is the best series I've ever watched( I know, I once said that it sucked), but yeah, no other series can compare to this.
Go watch it if you haven't. Season 1 and 2 wasn't that good, but don't give up, it gets better each season.

untitled

2011-04-07T17:35:00.003+08:00

Helllooo! oh wait, I just found some skin to peel, hang on............ *after 10 minutes* right. I am back. Sooo, what have I been up to? Well, pretty much nothing. Went to uni 2 days in a week. Most of the time I just stay at home and listen to Lectopia. I prefer this way because first, I don't need to walk all the way to the tram stop, take a tram to go to uni. Second, I can press pause whenever I want to write down notes. And third, I don't need to sit through the entire lecture. I can just stand up and walk around or click "Twitter" or "Facebook". eheh. Next week will be a busy week again. So many practicals in a week. Its like they trying to cramp everything in before Easter break.want to kill people meh!

Anyway, nothing exciting or interesting happened. My daily routine is like sleep, eat, watch shows, online, listen to lectopia, do revision and yam cha. and that is including weekends too.I know it sounds super boring but I am OK with it. except for the studying part. How I wish I can omit it out from my routine.

Well, will update again once something interesting happens. Now, I shall go enjoy the nicest(ok maybe the 2nd or 3rd nicest) thing to do - bathe. Bye!

first week back in melbourne

2011-03-26T19:19:00.004+08:00

The first week back in Melbourne was relaxing.
I rarely feel relaxed when I am here. The only time is when exams are over. I don't even feel relaxed on the weekends or holidays.
Sigh, uni.
So, during that week, we go for dinners, karaoke and yam cha all the time.
Didn't watch movie at all, but I finally watched a movie with the bf yesterday night and it was so freaking amazing I tell you!
The movie is called Battle Los Angeles. I've never heard of this movie before until that day when Raymond or Jia Shen was talking about it.
At first I was a little reluctant to watch that movie as it is about aliens, but it turned to be superb!

Anyway, back to the first week.
We went for dinner at Menya one night.

Cherly, Teck Wei, Shereena

cute!

sweet!

Then we went for karaoke one afternoon.

Just a few of us. As usual, the bf suggested it.

bee, Sheng Nee, Jia Shen, Cherly, Shu Hua

Dinner after karaoke at Oriental Spoon.

Hsini, Beng, Shu Hua

Erm. Do you notice that I always look uglier when I am in Melbourne compared to when I am in Malaysia. lol.

I blame the weather.

Ahhh mid-sem tests are coming! Assignments need to be handed in in a few days! Quizzes, role-plays, practicals....everything are driving me nuts! Can I just sleep forever and not think of any of these? haha how I wish.

Ohh ohh Gabriel Iglesias is coming to Melbourne. Bee wants to go see him and I may be going too! He is like the only stand up comedian who I think is funny. I don't even think Russell Peter is funny. wtf.

password?

2011-03-24T11:26:00.002+08:00

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Midnight Neway

2011-03-18T22:43:00.004+08:00

The bf and I didn't celebrate Valentine's Day together.
Instead, we went for karaoke with our friends.
Before that, we met up with Derrick at Bliss 33 cafe.
Gosh, I miss that place!

Derrick.

We went in at about 11 something and left the place at 3 or 4am.
That was my first time going for karaoke with Chin Chin, Goon Ee and Teck We.
Jason and Derrick joined us after that because 2 of Goon Ee's friends ffk-ed.

Chin Chin. We were quite close in Form 1.

The bf and I had sore throat the next day, and eventually the cough and flu came as well.

My life in Melbourne is still the same. Nothing new to report. ( Hi dad!)

The weather is getting colder.

I won a blue sheep from the Moomba Festival.

I am still as lazy.

Something shocking happened but I am very happy with it.

And,I have a new favourite bread - pork floss bun.

CNY 2011

2011-03-12T07:00:00.003+08:00

Went back to my mum's hometown in Batu Pahat.
That was the first time our family didn't go back to Sitiawan for CNY.
We went back for 4 days and I was bored to death.
To be honest, I don't really enjoy CNY. I don't have the CNY "feel" during that festive period.
So yeah, shoot me.

On CNY eve, I met up with Jason after dinner.
We went to Old Town and I tell you the service was HORRIBLE.
Seriously, how can their business be so good when their service is a piece of crap. ( Just directing to the Batu Pahat's branch)

Anyway both of us sat there till about 130am.
He taught me so many new card games.
Wooo I feel so knowledgeable now. ahah!

On the first day of CNY,my brother and I went to Batu Pahat Mall.
We walked the whole mall in 20 mins. Gosh.
So we decided to catch a movie.
We watched All's Well End's Well. Didn't quite like it. Preferred the previous one.
Wanted to meet up with Jason since he was there too but didn't get to because his brother needs to go home.

brother and Snowie

cousin

I miss you, flakes!

Dad

On the second day of CNY, I asked my brother to go to Summit with me.

And to our surprise, 3/4 of the shops weren't open.

Wtf?! I thought the shops in shopping complexes are supposed to open 7 days per week?!

So we just went to a malay cafe, had our lunch and yam cha.

Coincidentally Jason called and said he wants to join us so we sat down there until about 3 something.

Went back the next day. Urgh thank God.

Next week will be a busy week again.

3 practicals in a week.

Sigh.

Jan 31st

2011-03-08T16:31:00.003+08:00

Jake invited a few of his close friends over to his house on Jan 30th night to play poker.
It was actually a farewell gathering and also to spend Nian's birthday with him.
That afternoon, before going out with the boyfriend, I went to collect the jelly cupcakes that I ordered online. I sent it to Jake's house straight after that so that the bf wouldn't know that I bought him a cake.

Played 2 rounds of poker.
The bf and I won the first round. Actually we were the last 2 standing but we decided to just split the money.
When the clock striked 12am, Jake and Ling brought out the cupcakes!

the bee eating a bee

jack

chili

That's it.

omg I am so slow with my updates.

I am lazy and I am sick.

Bee's 21st

2011-03-02T16:33:00.008+08:00

Sorry for the really really late post about the boyfriend's birthday celebration.
I am so busy reading other people's blog that I forget to update mine.
But I guess there's no need to update my blog that frequent cause there's hardly anyone reading it.
Yeah because I AM BORING! :(
So anyway let's begin the picture-filled post. ( I didn't post up all the pictures. The rest will be uploaded onto Facebook some time later)

First of all, camwhore!
(Just to let you know I bought this top from Melb! I love it!! Do you do you??!!)

the birthday boy just got his haircut

Zi the BIG TOUGH GUY

Darren, the lady-killer.

Jason and Shermaine, a really sweet girl.

blowing. Ok sounds wrong.

his present from the guys

the guys. love them all.

the girls. Lei Ling wasn't there.

omg I have to post this. Sorry Derrick.

David, the emo one.

Jason, who looked drunk.

Jack, the crazy one.

Shermaine.

Mabel.

Derrick, MD and yamcha kaki.

CK, the loud one.

Jason, the irritating yet good friend who always teman me.

Zi, the friend who knows almost everything, except Science, ne ne ne bu bu.

Aaron, the quiet one. ( but starting to talk more)

Jake, the daddy. oh yeah, mama's boy.

drunktard.

Jikz, the guy who will go to bazaars with the bf and me.

Ohh, forgot to say that we went to Red Box to celebrate. But it was obvious right?

haha our standard way of celebrating birthdays.

Great night indeed. I think we should do this every year.

clothes,clothes and more clothes

2011-02-24T18:03:00.005+08:00

one

two

three

four

five

six

seven

eight

nine

ten

eleven

twelve

What do you think?

Which outfit is the nicest?

2011-02-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

Greetings from Melbourne!
3 more days before class starts!
oh no please.

Buts

2011-02-22T14:06:00.003+08:00

I want to be a runway model but I don't have the look and height.

I want to be healthy but I love junk foods.

I want to be happy but I am always doing things that make myself sad.

I want to have many friends but I am not sociable and like to be alone most of the time.

I want my parents to be proud of me but I am always doing things that disappoint them.

I want people to love me but I am so weird.

I want God to let me die sometimes but I always change my mind because I don't want my parents and my boyfriend to feel sad.

I want to be really smart but I don't want to feel stress studying.

I want my boobs and ass to grow bigger but not my arm, tummy,thigh and face.

I want attention but sometimes I just hope people would leave me alone.

I want to have straight teeth but...my teeth just don't want to grow nicely.

I want Snowflakes to be with me forever but every dog dies eventually.

I want to sleep 10 hours every day but I can't.

I want to be with my boyfriend forever but I will never know what will happen.

I want to have a guy best friend (not gay) but I don't think any guy would want to treat me as a best friend.

hmmm what else?

SuperStar Virgo IV

2011-02-15T11:01:00.007+08:00

aunties

sis and boyfriend

wtf i looked so big! feels like a giant beside my sis and mum

mummy

at the dinner table. the kids( that's us) had western food while the adults had chinese food.

salmon

salad

mushroom soup

salmon again

ice cream cake

Finally, my uncle shaved off his moustache too, after seeing my dad shaved off his.

sooo cute. haha. he is the funniest uncle!

Ok done posting all the pictures from the cruise.

Happy belated Valentine's Day!

All Time Low

2011-02-12T20:42:00.003+08:00

One more week and I will be back in Melbourne.
For me, these 3 months back in Malaysia is enough.
I am happy enough to go back to Melbourne. ( yeah yeah yeah I will so change my mind when I am back there)
The only thing I will miss is Snowflakes, wearing shorts,sleeveless tops, dresses, going out and coming back late at night, study-free, friends especially Jason (gee make sure that guy comes to Melb in the middle of the year if not I'll kill him), online shopping.....
But on the other hand, if I am back in Melbourne, I need to start class and start studying. omg I can even feel the stress just by thinking of it. :(

So many people are/will be in Melbourne this year.
Howard, Hsien Loong, Min Yi, Lei Ling, Jake,Teck Wei, my cousin Gabriel, Mabel?, Jason?...hmmm who else?
I think we will bump into each other every night at Ten Ren tea station. hahaha

Oh yah I think we need to buy a new fridge.
According to Daniel who went to take a look at our place a few weeks back, he said that there are moss or whatever shit growing in our fridge and it smells like dead animal wtf.
The bf wanted to call a cleaner when we get back to clean the fridge but wth I dont think the cleaner would want to clean it. So disgusting.
So I think the best option is to throw it away and look for a second-hand fridge.
Sigh, no money to buy a sofa liao.

Anyway, it's been awhile since I wrote so much on my blog.
Most of the time it's just pictures, pictures and more pictures.
The mood to write something about what's happening or something that is in my mind is so rare.
But I guess most people prefer to see pictures right?
Because I do. :)

The bf sprained his ankle. ( that stubborn fella dont want to listen. told him not to play bball on CNY but noooo he dont wanna listen)
His right feet is swollen and he can't walk or drive or do any shits.
Sigh say bye-bye to Valentine's Day. :(

Boo hoo I am so bored.
Should I watch show or continue reading my story book?

SuperStar Virgo III

2011-02-09T05:23:00.004+08:00

We stopped by Phuket on the third day.
As usual, the men went to play golf while the aunties and kids went for massage and shopping.
We only had about 4 hours there so everything was a rush, didn't even have time for lunch.
The massage took 2 hours of our time. All of us had full body massage.
It was great but not awesome.
Rushed off to some lousy place for shopping.
I didn't buy anything except food stuff for the bf.
Went back to the cruise, rested and then got ready for the gala dinner.

3rd uncle with his daughter and granddaughter

Gab, Seong, me, Yeh

brother in black

mum

happy family in yellow

pirate ship. sorry for the blur picture

Next update will be about the gala dinner.

Wait for it!

SuperStar Virgo II

2011-02-06T18:36:00.006+08:00

continuation from the previous post :

hanged out with these 2 brats during the entire trip

the arcade

pool for small kids

posers

Tek Soon and Tek Seong

big ass checkers

stopped by Penang for a few hours

chinese food for lunch

big ass chess

we didn't know what to do so we went to Red Box

2nd Jay Chou

our cruise

TS, Gabriel, TS

ended the second day by playing board game in my room with the 3 guys.

SuperStar Virgo I

2011-01-30T12:54:00.006+08:00

Left the house at 7am.
Had KFC for breakfast at a rest stop.
Reached Singapore at noon, stopped by aunt's house and then off to the harbour.
Had lunch in a shopping mall then lined up to enter the cruise.

meet little Heidi!

a very stone brother

sis and Yang wearing identical colour couple tee

some weird but cool structure in Singapore

the lobby area

Aunt and Uncle from Adelaide, Dad without his moustache

the pool area

the slide

look at their expressions!

eldest cousin and her baby Heidi.

The only toddler who eats non-stop.

love this pic!

Tek Seong, my cousin who didn't believe that I represented school for basketball.

with brother.

performance

-to be continued-

pretty girl rock

2011-01-27T20:15:00.006+08:00

ola! I am pretty shocked that I am updating so frequently. Teehee!
A few weeks back, a few of us went to Sunway Giza for a drink.
At first they went to Starbucks, but we were like " Wtf come all the way here for Starbucks?!"
So we went to Beer Factory. GREAT. of all places. lol.
But it was great talking to them as we seldom hang out.

On another day, Bee and I met up with 3 other couples that we knew when we were in Melbourne ( except Cherly and Jia Shen).

We went to Wong Kok @ Pyramid. The guys wanted to play basketball after that but it rained.

And....that's it.

I am watching some cantonese series now, saving all the nice series to watch when I am back in Melbourne.

This TVB series I am watching now is the cantonese version of Lie To Me.

Wahh terrible!! But not going to complain much because first, it is a Hong Kong drama so it is expected and second, I don't have other shows to watch so it is quite entertaining.

Ok wait for my next post!

of bubbles and shisha

2011-01-26T09:39:00.004+08:00

We went to a mamak in Hartamas which provide bubbles. Basically you just suck the shisha and then blow the smoke out along with the bubbles. So the bubbles will be filled with smoke. The nice part is when you pop the bubbles.

new year's eve

2011-01-24T18:42:00.005+08:00

Don't give me that look please! :D
I know I know, you must be thinking WTF AFTER 24 DAYS ONLY UPLOAD PICTURES FROM NEW YEAR'S EVE!
Sorry laa kay?
Nah let you see my picture, confirm happy!

See told you! haha :p
The bf and I spent new year's eve at David's house.
It was sort of a last minute plan.
Aaron, Pui Teng, Jack and Jake went to his house too.
All we they did was play games and drink beers.
Pui Teng and I just sat there and watch them play as both of us don't drink beer.

At 1155pm, we went up to the condo's rooftop.

It was so beautiful I tell you!! We can see fireworks from everywhere!!

There were probably 10 ++ fireworks from so many different places, I didn't even know where to begin.

Finally I just settled down on KLCC's fireworks.

haha look at my stupid face! I was trying to cover my ear because of the firework.

We went to Murni at around 3am for some drinks and foods to end the night.

Kiss and Tell

2011-01-23T05:44:00.002+08:00

I don't know if you feel the way I do

Don't know how I'll survive,
a day without you is like a year without rain.

Remember the nights we drove around crazy in love.

NINE

2011-01-23T04:43:00.005+08:00

Hello!
Haven't been updating my blog because I was pretty sick these few days after coming back from cruise.
No actually I was sick on the third day of the cruise.
Sad eh?
But fear no more (chehhhh), I've uploaded all the pictures into my laptop!!
Tee hee.

outing with my precious

outing with the bf again...i think....

new year's eve

outing with mysexy, Jikz, Bryan, Diana, Pat

outing with the bf...lol..

Beer factory with Howard, Yinwey, Daniel, Ziyin, Alicia, Siew Hong, Mabel and Bee.

Sunway Pyramid with 3 other couples

LOL. I'm sorry but the bf and I go out all the time.

I just love spending time with him.

How I wish I can spend every second with him.

LeiLing, MinYi,Hsien Loong & Thomas's farewell party @ Hoofed.

I am back!

2011-01-20T07:33:00.002+08:00

I am back from my 4D3N cruise trip which stopped at Singapore, Penang and Phuket.
I will update about it later, erm, much later because there are still some pictures that I haven't upload.
At the mean time, enj0y some model pictures.
This is Alessandra Ambrosio, a VS model.
I don't like her at all, but I am loving her outfits!

The Chiffonier Couture

2011-01-11T12:11:00.005+08:00

While I was browsing through Shopping Roll , I came across this blog shop which sells dresses and gowns.
I was blewn away when I saw those dresses!! They are all so pretty!!
According to their page, their dresses are exclusively designed by their professional designers. And on top of that, the prices are surprisingly reasonable.
I haven't buy from them before, so I don't know whether their service and whether the quality is good.But damn, those dresses are so AMAZING!
I want to buy one, but I don't have any functions to show it off. And I will be going back to Melbourne soon , so it's a waste if I buy it.
:(

But to those who have wedding dinners/ prom/ company dinners, you girls(or guys who wants to buy a dress for their gfs) can hop on over to their page and check out their dresses!
Make sure you see all of them!! ( keep clicking "older posts")

Here are some dresses that I like. ( well basically I like all of them)

will love it more if it's not light pink or purple.

I just love dresses that have slits to show off the legs. HAWT!

see what I meant?

Love the colour!

glitters please!

I love this so much! Maybe it's because of the tiara and the castle behind.

Can I be a princess that looks like this on my wedding day?

love the colour!

Yes, again. sexy sexy legs.

Love this because it looks like a princess dress.

So...anyone wants to buy one for me?

Any dresses will do.

Erm...please?

Just Divine

2011-01-10T21:33:00.005+08:00

On Christmas eve, a few of us didn't know where to go.

Bee and I wanted to go Cheong K while Jack and Jikz wanted to drink/club.

We sat at the bak kut teh shop for quite long because we couldn't decide where to go.

Finally the 6 of us, including Aaron and Chili decided to go to Neway.

But the plan changed when all the rooms were fully booked.

So we ended up in a pub called Just Divine @ Sunway Giza.

The place was quite nice but the people there were all....erm....old.

You know, those place where working married guys go to get lucky?

haha ok just kidding!

Anyways, the guys ordered beers and I drank 2 magaritas.

By the time I finished my second magarita, I was quite high.

Thats when the pitch of my voice becomes higher and I become more lovey-dovey.

Later on the 4 of them went somewhere else to "play", Bee sent me home while he went to Hsien Loong's house.

Aaron, Jack

Chilil, Jikz

Melaka trip part 2

2011-01-08T06:51:00.006+08:00

After we got the key to the villa and chose our bedroom, a few of us jumped into the pool.
At that time it was still drizzling. I went into the pool and came out about 20 minutes later because it was cold and the guys were doing all kind of shits to each other. hahaha

Jake was the only one sleeping because he was having a headache.

My headache got worse after I bathed. Plus I was super hungry at that time but some of them wanted to go to the Cowboy town first.
We went there and Bee suggested to have dinner there instead of going to the town which is 45 minutes away, but all of them wanted to go to the town. zzzzzz
At that time I can feel my mood change ( you know, that feeling when you are super hungry).
In the end, we went to the town. We reached there about 10pm I think.
We had satay celup! It was not bad but I only really liked the yau char guai.
Went back after dinner ( yeah wth drive all the way there then come back, might as well go to town the next day and spend more time there right?). Played poker, tournament style, heads up with Derrick but lost to him. :(
Chilled at the pool and then it was liquor time.
Actually almost all of them didn't want to drink but Jake forced them to.
Sad.
I didn't drink because I wasn't feeling that well and I was sleepy so I watched them play for awhile then went to bed around 4am.

Derrick

Jason.

Cowboy town.

the guys.

The next day, after checking out we went to the town again.

We went to jonker street.

After lunch, some of them bought the soap bubbles which is in the form of a light saber.

CK gave me his! I was super happy!!

Played with it while walking along the street.

I came home and played with it until a quarter of it is gone. :(

Should I bring it with me to the cruise which I am going with my family on the 16th? eheh.

So anyway, went back home at about 3 something.

Don't think I want to go back Melaka again. Bleurghhh. I mean the trip was OK but I don't really like the place.

Among the few places in Malaysia that I've visited, I think the best is Pangkor Island.

I don't know why. Maybe because I love the hotel so much.

Melaka trip part 1

2011-01-03T19:35:00.006+08:00

A bunch of us (the guys + Lei Ling and me) went to Melaka for a 2-days-1-night trip.
We stayed in A Famosa's villa. RM980 per night.
I didn't think it was worth it. Maybe because I was expecting a nicer place and a bigger swimming pool.
At 10am on Dec 21st, we met up at Suku. Left the place at around 1130am.
By the time we reached A Famosa, it was about 1pm.
We couldn't check in until 4pm. wtf right?!
So we went for the safari which sucked BIG TIME.
We watched the cowboy show, multi-animals show, bird show, sat a ferry to monkey island and sat a truck to see wild animals.

camwhoring before leaving the house

Zi's beanie

Zi's awesome headphone

camel

elephants. lol.

Jack, Zi, Jikz

Derrick

Jason

Nian, Chili, Lei Ling,Jake

so many chickiessss!

I wanna see your peacock cock cock your peacock cock

extremely lame show. can't even hear what they were saying.

But there was one guy, ohmygod his back's muscle was so freaking beautiful.

Like Jason Statham!! but of course not as big.

Ahhh drools.

Right after I took this picture, the horse(or was it a donkey?) bit Jake's pants.

tahahaha epic!

look at the goat's beard! like those olden days men.

huge balls!!

waiting for the truck.

The person in charge of the villa said they will call around 4pm when our room is ready but there wasn't a single phone call.

tsk tsk tsk bad service.

Anyway we went back around 530pm.

-to be continued-

We are the world

2010-12-30T20:10:00.003+08:00

One afternoon when the bf and I were in McD drive thru, we had a sudden urge for karaoke.
Plus at the same time it was Jason's birthday so we called him and asked whether he wants to go.
Since he said OK, we called Jack and Jake to come along.
We were there from 530 to 930pm.
Jack left earlier because he had dinner. So it was just 4 of us.

My hair is always covering my left eye. -.-

Jack, Jason, Jake

The bf put so much feelings into the song. -.-

One of my favourite guy friends that I love to hang out with.

Jason :" Next time I want to have a son as good as Jake."

Me :" You?? Impossible."

Loves.

There was one part where we all laughed like crazy thanks to Jason.

He picked the song " We are the world" by various artists.

Before the song started, he turned to me and said :" girl first girl first."

So I was like getting ready to start singing.

But suddenly Justin Bieber came out and he sang, which sounded like girl.

At that moment, Jason's reaction was so epic!

He was like :" whaddafuck Justin Bieber!! "

hahahaha

Anyway I really dont understand why so many people hate him.

What did he do to deserve all these harsh comments about him?

Sigh, oh well, at least he is getting cuter. :D

The video for "We Are The World"

Candice

2010-12-27T09:17:00.003+08:00

Heidi Klum?Adriana Lima?Gisele Bundchen?
NAHHHHHHH

The new favourite VS angel - Candice Swanepoel.
Mannnn I tell you, I am so crazy over her.
My laptop's wallpapers keep changing every 10 minutes and they are all her pictures.
She's only 22 years old and she's from South Africa.
About 176cm tall, 33-23-34

She's so freaking hot!
Thin and muscular!!
Her stomach is super flat! Damn envious...
But even if I just have her super long legs I am satisfy. Hohoho

The bf said she looks like Jessica Alba in this pic

wtf her waist! shiiiitt!

How I wish one day I can see her on the runway. Live.

Eight

2010-12-26T14:18:00.004+08:00

outing with the bf

Cheong K @ Neway

outing with Howie and Kaye

outing with the bf

Cheong K @ Red Box

Melaka trip

Drinking session @ Sunway Giza

outing with the bf and Jikz

merry christmas!

2010-12-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

Ho ho ho Merry Christmas y'all!!

Oh wait! Where's my present hmmmmmmmm??

I want a voucher for spa and massage,sexy clothes, heels and more Coach bags!

Pretty please??

p/s: Happy Birthday daddy! I love you!

new tattoo

2010-12-19T18:51:00.002+08:00

Did my new tattoo at Black Cat. That was my first time there as my first and second tattoo were done at Xotic.

The pain was........omg.

Not only pain, it was ticklish too!

lol sufffered for about 2 and a half hour.

The first 2 wasn't that pain, but this was really pain.

I am so not going to do another tattoo. lol

Maybe after a few years, after I graduate. eheh.

Anyway, I love the result! It was worth the money.

The tattooist who did my tattoo is Elton, so if you are planning to do a tattoo, go look for him!

mooo-vees

2010-12-16T21:56:00.002+08:00

When I first saw the trailer for this movie, I told myself that I am not going to watch this.But I end up downloading this movie from www.tom365.com because a lot of people said that this movie is good and I was bored and out of movies to watch at home.
5/10

The bf and I agreed that the first movie was the BEST. I have to say that Narnia is getting more sucky and obviously the third movie is the worst. However, I like the new addition of a member in this movie - the cousin. At first I was so pissed at him because he was so darn annoying. I felt like slapping the crap out of him. His face also CMI. But after that he changed to a better person and instantly my hatred towards him dissipated. His acting was so good! Bravo!
5/10

Bought the ticket for this movie @ RM21! wtf?! Since when the price for a 3D movie raised to RM21?? Cannot go I tell you. But among all the movies I've watched during this few weeks back, this movie was the BEST. Although I don't really fancy animations or cartoons, especially musical, I really liked this one. And so far, I've never heard one person criticise this movie.
9.5/10

Many said that this movie was bad because its all talking and no actions. But I thought that this movie was not bad and I don't know why. I can't explain. But among all the HP movies, I think that The Chamber of Secret was the BEST. I don't even remember a single thing from the 3rd,4th,5th and 6th movie. How bad is that. Gees. But no matter what, I will watch all HP movies.
7.5/10

Bee and I watched this movie because someone told us that this movie was not bad. And it turned out to be quite exciting. Ahhh Chris Pine! He is so incredibly hot!
7/10

Back to December

2010-12-16T21:22:00.003+08:00

Starbucks with KX, YinWey, Howard, Kaye, Alicia, SiewHong, Mabel, Jake and LeiLing.

Red Box with Kaye, Alicia, YinWey, Howard and Daniel.

*Next post will be about my new tattoo!

sweet pink

2010-12-13T01:08:00.004+08:00

This is my new hair colour.
As I said, it was supposed to be "Sweet Pink", but it turned out brownish colour.
But oh well, at least it is not black.
I should try the classic berry! I didn't know that there is such colour. Ish blame Caring pharmacy! lol
Anyway, Liese is a different type of hair dye. I only realized the difference when I bought it.
This is a foamy type of hair dye and I think it is easier to use. Not so messy.
Although the colour that I wanted didn't turn out correctly, I highly recommend this hair dye.
Go try it yourself!!

Daniel!

my baby!

Empire

2010-12-08T20:49:00.005+08:00

Dinner with the family at Empire Shopping Gallery.
I chose to dine in Grand Imperial Kitchen because I thought they serve dim sum and according to some blogs, their foods are delicious.
From the name of the restaurant, all of us thought that it is a "Tai Thong type" of restaurant, but actually it is just a small little tiny restaurant which is squeezed between 2 big restaurants.
My sis's boyfriend said that that wasn't the restaurant, that was the kitchen. lol
To make things worse, their dim sum was until 3pm only.
:(

brother

dad. mum.

sis. Yang.

haha I just realized that my brother referred the thing on my shirt as M&M

Walked around the mall after dinner.

the slide.

Gonna meet up with Shu Hua, Cherly, Js, Raymond and Loong now.

Ciao!

balls

2010-12-06T20:42:00.004+08:00

Bored in the afternoon?
Yam cha.
Bored in the evening?
Yam cha.
Bored at night?
Yam cha.

That's what I do on most of the days.
So imagine how I felt when I went to Melbourne early this year.
zzzzzzz

On the first day we were back, Bee surprised his friends at night.
Nobody knew that we were coming back.
He told them that we were coming back on 1st of Dec.

Watching Jikz, David and Bee play some football game.

Last week, some of them wanted to go to Klang to eat la-la.

So we left Subang at 12am.

We couldn't find the place because Jikz's GPS wasn't working.

We ended going to a place which is about 30 minutes away from the actual place.

Then finally his GPS worked, but by the time we arrived at the restaurant it was already 2 something and the shop has closed.

lol.

So we went back to USJ2 for mamak session.

Met up with Derrick at Wong Kok because he can get free milk tea.

That was what I did in the first week.

Nothing much.

so what's new?

2010-12-03T10:39:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging since I came back to Malaysia because I am so lazy to upload pictures into my laptop.
So! I have been back for 1 week plus and it felt like 1 month.
I don't even know whether it is good or bad.

In this 1 week plus, I
- dyed my hair using Liese(sweet pink colour) since almost every blogger said that it is good.
-didn't buy any clothes online. Yet.
-did my 3rd and I promise, last tattoo.
-got back my 2nd semester result.
-finished reading 1 story book. (Anybody Out There by Marian Keyes)
-realized that everything in Malaysia is so small. (foods, people,coins)
-watched Rapunzel, Unstoppable, Diary of a Wimpy Kid, Resident Evil 4?, Love At First Hiccup, Armageddon.
-still see the bf everyday without fail.
-realized that I prefer listening to Hitz.fm than Flyfm. Before that I thought they were as good.
-have been eating so much. Oh please don't let me balloon up.
-know I need to buy present for my sister and brother but still couldn't find the right gift.
-don't think my dad and mum should keep worrying about me. I am FINE! Pa, if you are reading this, I wanna let you know that you don't need to worry about me! I don't wanna be the daughter that need extra attention. I am well, I am happy!
-miss Easy Way's and Bubble Cup's bubble tea. The bubble tea here suck.

Well, that's about it.
I will update soon!

see the difference?

2010-11-23T22:57:00.002+08:00

Don't stare at my face!!!

If you take a look at the background, you will understand what these 3 pictures meant.

Cheers!!

Seven virgin

2010-11-21T08:04:00.003+08:00

For the whole 10 months here in Melbourne, I've never been to a club.
First reason is because it's cold here.
Secondly, I don't really drink anymore.
I dislike drinking alcohol. lol!
But anyway, the bf and I told ourselves that we have to go clubbing at least once before we go back to Malaysia.
So....we went to Seven, which is one of the most famous club in Melbourne with Matthew and the gang.
To tell the truth, I was quite bored.
The club was big and the music was awesome, but...I dont know...I just didnt really enjoy myself.
But surprisingly I still can drink. haha
I was just a little high and my head was heAVY!
Bee, Jeremy and I left around 2 something.
Thanks Matt for bringing us there! Really appreciate it!

I didn't bring my camera so no pictures!
Just pictures of me.
Hohoho!

Ok I looked really sly in this pic.

2010-11-19T14:47:00.001+08:00

cut my hair again.

Ali's big 20 (II)

2010-11-16T16:36:00.006+08:00

The celebration for Alicia's birthday continued in Party World with her cousin and his friends.
We were there from 8 something until 3am.
I was so sleepy towards the end, but it was fun though!

Firdaus joined us.

Ali, Firdaus and Amar.

big big arms!

Ali and her peace sign.

Jun Kit, Ali's cousin.

That's all!

My exams are officially over!!

It's time for.........shopping!!

Going to Harbourtown tomorrow.

Hopefully I won't buy a lot of stuff. I want to go back to Malaysia and blog shop kao kao!

Ali's big 20 (I)

2010-11-11T05:58:00.011+08:00

Alicia's birthday was on the 4th of November.
My 2nd exam paper was on the 3rd and there's a 1-week-plus gap between my 2nd and 3rd paper.
So, that night Zi ( He was in Melbourne for 1 week), Nian and I went to Pancake Parlour to celebrate with Ali when the clock striked 12am.
Nian and I bought a small chocolate mud cake for Ali.
We just sat there and chat until the shop closed.

That night, we went to Izakaya Chuji on Lonsdale Street for dinner.
That place is one of the best Japanese restaurants in Melbourne, but in my opinion, I didn't think it was that good.
haha but just because I didn't think their Agedashi toufu was nice. Oriental Spoon's one is the BEST!!
Here are the pictures from the dinner.

new trenchcoat and belt from Supre.

I love my boots from Novo!!

pink and red

mama,papa and daughter.LOL

Ali and Carmen

Amar. Moose from Step-up!

Harn

Amar and Zi

Kaye

Jia Sheen. She gave Ali a bouquet of flowers!! so sweet!

stole Ali's flower

After dinner, a few of us went to Party World for Karaoke.

Pictures will be up in the next post.

A day in shorts

2010-11-09T07:09:00.005+08:00

No words. Just pictures.

( Hi pa! If you are reading this, just to let you know that I spent all your money on clothes and gambling, so you need to send me more money, otherwise I have no food to eat. boohoohoo)

Ok I was just joking!

snip snip

2010-11-07T16:57:00.002+08:00

I need a haircut. Again.
I don't think I look that good in long hair.
I think shoulder length hair is more suitable for me.
What do you think?

I am going to cut, dye and do treatment to my hair!
When I am back in Malaysia lah of course.
It's too expensive here.

An afternoon break

2010-11-05T09:17:00.003+08:00

I'm ~~a little~~ very slow in uploading pictures, so forgive me kay?
But oh what the heck, it's not like there's a lot of people reading this blog.
No no no I am not upset. This blog is just a place for me to dump my pictures and of course, crap about whatever I want to crap when I am bored so that in the future, I can scroll back and and view my past.
It's great because I can see how much I've changed.
(e.g, short hair to long hair, Malaysia to Melbourne, thin to round, fashion senses, my friends...)

Yeah so anyway, the bf and I decided to take a break from studying and went out for lunch.
We bought our foods and drinks and sat infront of state library since the weather was so effing amazing. 27 degress leh!!

Giant bunny teeth

LOL you must be wondering, 27 deg and I still wear a jacket.
I am not crazy! It's not cold, but when the wind blows, fuyooohhh I think pubic hair also stand up! Heh sorry for describing the coldness like this.
As you know, melbourne's weather is super crazy.
I think the award for the country who has the craziest weather should be given to Australia.

annoying sea gull.

So, 2 more exam papers to go and I am going home!

Snowflakes, your mama will be home soon! Bringing you yummy yummy Schmacko's

firework

2010-11-01T19:37:00.003+08:00

Before I saw this video on Perez Hilton, I've never heard of this song.
Once I heard her sing, I fell in love with it!

Check out the original song by Katy Perry.
Not that good, but I am still super in love with her.
She is so gorgeous!

Size 12 is not fat

2010-10-30T04:16:00.002+08:00

People who say plus size women can't be beautiful should be thrown rotten eggs to the face.
Women who are slightly chubbier and meaty look good too you know?
They should not be teased or get look down, like most of the people I know do when they see someone even a little chubbier than they are.
Especially guys.

So, when I saw pictures of this model- Tara Lynn, I know that I should post it out to show that plus size women can be gorgeous too.
Although she doesn't have that hot and slender figure that every girl crave for, but I guess she knows that her body can stand out from all the other models and make her special.

just cause i'm bored

2010-10-23T16:33:00.002+08:00

My butt hurts!!
Whole day (OK not whole day la, a few hours) sitting on the bed and staring at the laptop.
I feel so dead.
Uh uh uh...zombiefied.

I guess most of the days will be like today, until the day when my exam is over.
And that is like, what, about 1 month.
Toots.

Ok I'm outta here.

loves.

you will be missed

2010-10-22T20:28:00.002+08:00

I received a message from my sister this morning saying that my grandpa just passed away.

It was so sudden and of course I was extremely shocked.

Tears filled my eyes.

Thinking back those times during chinese new year, he always gambled with us and most of the time he lost money to us.

We always teased him because he need to go back to his room to get more money.

Even though I am not very close to my grandfather, I still respect and love him.

All of his children grew up well, have good careers, have good relationship with each other and most of all, treated him respectfully.

This shows that he is a great father and of course as his granddaughter, I think that he is also a great grandfather.

I remembered when I got good result for my PMR, my dad told him and he gave me a reward.

Although its just RM50 but I was happy that he rewarded me with something.

and that I will never forget.

Ah Gong, sorry I can't be there to pay my last respect.

You will always be in my heart and always be remembered.

I hope you will be happy with grandma now.

porkie?

2010-10-18T18:36:00.002+08:00

This tattoo is sooooo cute!

I think this is the piggy's mum :

Chao Da Lap Cheong (burnt chinese sausage)

Yea I know wtf. I just put in the microwave for 2 minute plus and it became like this.
Champion la.

the last experiment

2010-10-15T16:48:00.002+08:00

This is the last week of Uni.
In 2 weeks time, I will be having my final exams. *oh shit*
I can confidently tell you that I am not prepared at all. *tsk tsk tsk *
I spend most of my time online, watching series and praying that I can pass my exams with flying colour miraculously. *wtf *
Every time when I force myself to study, I will feel extremely sleepy or when I don't feel sleepy, I will grab my Iphone and start playing games.
Procrastinate procrastinate and procrastinate.
Ho ho ho how did I end up so lazy?

2 days ago, I did my last experiment for 2nd semester in Uni. (don't count my practical exam)
The experiment was on reproduction.
We were supposed to dissect a rat and look into it's reproductive system.
I brought my camera but didn't get to take picture of myself with the rat because the demonstrator said no to taking pictures. wtf.
However before the demonstrator stopped me, I took some pictures of the cute little rat.

I am sorry I cut you open and accidentally stabbed your lung.
Rat, if you see this, please forgive me.

Uni friends.

Je Huey, my lab partner during second semester.
Really enjoyed having lab sessions with her.
Because of her, I don't hate practical sessions as much as I did during 1st semester.
Awwww

After dissecting.

p/s : Melbourne's weather is cold AGAIN because of all those rain. It is predicted that these few days will be raining. Noooooooo!

st kilda

2010-10-13T13:04:00.005+08:00

1 month ago, the bf and I went to St Kilda to celebrate our 3 years anniversary.
We didn't get each other anything.
What else could we give each other? I mean, we are staying together now, seeing each other almost every second of the day.
We don't need anything else from each other. All we need is our presence.

I "utilized" my birthday present for the first time that day, and until now, I never used it again.
haha too precious.

Wore a thin jacket and I was so cold.
But bo bian.
A maxi dress with a thick bubble??!
lol * points at self and laugh *

the mini theme park in st kilda- luna park.

Didn't sit on any rides because I was cold and the place was so small, so no mood liao!
So after that we walked to the beach.

Just sat on the ~~bench~~ BBQ table and chilled.
Then we wanted to catch a movie but there wasn't any movies that suited our time so we went to Crown and gambled.
As usual, we lost.
After grabbing something to eat, we headed home.

p/s : Today is my mummy's birthday! Happy birthday mummy! I love you!!

pp/s : Done with practical exams. Yay!

pink petals

2010-10-09T04:49:00.002+08:00

How great can life be if I have a room like this?

a cute little pink car like this?

a pink house

with all these sweetness,

rooftop visits whenever I want to,
alone or with my other half,

and of course not forgetting,
lazing around at the beach with those chilly sea breeze.

But of course, everyone wants more in life.
These, are never enough.

disguise

2010-10-05T14:41:00.002+08:00

I don't know why am I blogging again.
It's not like I have something to update on.
I just decided to take pictures using my webcam to show everyone that my face is getting bigger and rounder.
Why can't I have cheekbone?
Just a little will do. But no, none.
So when I gain weight, my face just puffffffffff up like a puffer fish.
Instead of my face,why can't my boobs just puffffffffffff up like a puffer fish??
haha that would be so freaking awesome!

These 2 pictures below shows the difference between double and single eyelid.

Ohhhh it makes so much difference to how I look.
Single eyelid just make me look so sleepy and tired.
:(

Imma hunt you down

2010-10-04T17:16:00.004+08:00

My addiction towards something is constantly changing.
For one moment it's tattoo, the next is maxi dresses and before you know it, I am in love with boots.
This time, I am crazy over flat boots :

taken from dirtyglam

taken from alixrose

Especially when you pair it with hot shorts and an oversized boyfriend T-shirt.
omgsosexy.
Or even with a mini dress and a cardigan, like the picture above.
Gee, I will so going to hunt these boots down after my exam.

Oh and high heel boots are not bad either.
Maybe I will buy one too.
:)

taken from misspandora

taken from kingdom of style

taken from dirtyglam

Well, all those will just turn into crappy talks once my new addiction arrives.
Let's just hope it doesn't.

magic

2010-10-03T04:14:00.002+08:00

Mr. and Mrs. Midget says Hi to everyone out there.

Our one week break has come to an end. Classes will resume for 2 weeks and then off we go to make our own preparation for our final exam.

Day light savings starts today. Time difference of 3 hours between Melbourne and Malaysia. Sigh, so inconvenient.

Did quite a lot of shopping last month. Forgive me, dad. Well, of course not as crazy as Cherly and Shu Hua, but for me its counted as a lot because I rarely shop in Melbourne. Unlike in Malaysia where every morning is spent on clicking on online blogshop websites. Last month, I bought a jeans, 2 maxi dresses, a chiffon top, a kimono-like top and just the day before yesterday I placed some orders (a trench coat, 2 belts and a dress) from Supre online along with Shu Hua and Cherly.

10 weeks has passed and soon, my first year in Melbourne is gone. Gosh, time really do fly. I hope everyone back in Malaysia is still the same or changed for the better, not the other way round. Despite knowing those days before the bf and I came to Melbourne wouldn't be the same anymore, I still look forward in going back end of the year.
Hope this time there are no regrets and disappointments.

please "coach" me

2010-09-28T09:50:00.003+08:00

Hey y'all.
As you can see, I took part in a contest organized by vshub Malaysia. It is an online shop that sells cheap branded items.
And guess what caught my attention??!!
COACH!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
You know how much I love Coach right???
So, yeah, please help me out and "like" my picture so that I can be a happy woman.
Click here :

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=293504&id=127793027250969&ref=fbx_album

and click "like".
Thank you sooooo much!
Loves.

jumping here and there

2010-09-25T07:48:00.003+08:00

Hello again.

So, my one week holiday starts now.
I know I should be studying but I am so darn lazy.
I can't pick up those books. All I do is watch shows, sleep and yam cha.
:(

Anyway, I celebrated Mooncake festival with the peeps on Wednesday.
Supposed to be celebrating at our place but people complained about the noises so we switched the partying to Raymond's place.
Played Guitar Heroes, Mahjong and drank alcohol.
Well, I didn't drink because I don't like drinking. But during clubbing is an exception.
Was so sleepy and we went back around 3am.
Watched an episode of Lie To Me before going to bed and it was a stupid thing to do because throughout the show I was closing my eyes, half asleep.

random picture of the bf with horses.

So, what do I normally do here?
- yam cha at Ten Ren Tea Shop
- yam cha at Old Town Kopitiam
- go to Woolworth's
- Online
- Watch series

What do I like to drink and nom on?
-Bubble Cup's bubble tea
- Ten Ren's bubble tea
- Old Town's black tea ice
- Blueberry danish pastry from Woolworth's
- Smith's chips
- yogurt
- grapes

What do I want to do but I can't?
- shop like a crazy mad woman
- sleep longer
- adopt a puppy

What do I miss about Malaysia?
- Snowflake( not the dessert shop)
- Family
- mamak
- driving
- the heat

random pictures of 2 soh pohs

Navy

2010-09-21T18:41:00.002+08:00

Rihanna and Katy Perry are two of my favourite singers.
Although Rihanna can be weird at times, I still like her.
(Ok to be truthful, I didn't quite like her hairstyle and dressing style before I saw this picture)

Rihanna changed her hairstyle and it looks amazing!
KP looks as gorgeous as always.
And guess what? They are best friends!!

Oh and not to forget, one of my favourite style icons.
Cheryl Tweedy.

Oh I super love this outfit!!!!!!
Note to self: shop for this outfit during the next shopping session.

boots and the wide leg pose,
super turned on!!!

love the hair.

hate the dress but love those open-toe boots and sailor cap!

Jone's birthday

2010-09-19T08:52:00.005+08:00

It was Jone's birthday a few weeks ago and they decided to celebrate his birthday by having dinner in a restaurant near his place.
Well it was actually right beside his apartment. He and his housemate have never even eaten in that restaurant before. lol.
That Friday after class, Bee and I went to watch movie- Vampires suck.
and that show kinda suck too.

After watching movie we walked to Jone's place.

in Jone's toilet.

The restaurant we dined in is called Sung's Kitchen.
I googled it and there were all good these good reviews about this place so I thought yay I am going to eat nice chinese food.
But! The food wasn't nice and the portion is so small.
They even ran out of rice. wtf. So the guys weren't full.
I rate that place 5/10.
tsk tsk tsk.

the 3 ladies- Hsin I, Cherly and Shu Hua

Raymond, Jeremy and Jone

A doll that Cherly bought for me. Cute!!!

Beng.

Loong ordering the dishes.

7 dishes. Not enough for 11 people.

Jia Shen joined us when we were about to cut the cake.

After dinner, we went to Jone's place to chill.
Then a few of us went to Ten Ren for a drink.

p/s : my exam starts on 1st of Nov and ends on 17th.
pp/s : I have one week break on 28th Sept.
ppp/s: Royal Melbourne Show! and paintball! Erm ok I am not excited about paintball, but Royal Melbourne Show here I come! Don't disappoint me.

present

2010-09-15T15:03:00.002+08:00

Just uploaded pictures into my laptop.
Yea, phewww like finally!
But! I am not going to update much.
Just showing my face and my new sexy blue Coach.
:)

Lurve the paper bag. so pink! and erm, white!

Tadaa! nice or not?

and oh I bought a new wallet.
for fun. hehe.

Well, that's it.
I will TRY to update a longer post another day.
Cheers.

Look alike?

2010-09-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

Oh look it's september!

2010-09-07T18:25:00.002+08:00

Say goodbye to winter and say hello to spring.
It suppose to be good right?
Weather isn't that cold anymore. Bearable.
But why the hell is the wind so strong and what the hell is wrong with the rain?
It rained almost everyday since september 1 and the wind is blowing like 529871236 km per hour. wtf.

It's already week 8 and I am still like a sloth.
Blahhh ever since sem 1 ended, I became a BIG FAT PIG.
Seriously. I became lazier and fatter.
But at least I feel happier than before.
I don't get stressed out that often, I don't worry so much, I don't get angry at everything.
So it's good right? (lol I am just convincing myself that it's ok to be lazy)

Oh oh! My 3 years anniversary with the bf is this Thursday!
I know I know. I don't need to announce to the whole world about this but I want to!
haha. I don't think we are doing anything special on Thursday.
Maybe just going to St. Kilda on Saturday.
Nevertheless, I am still happy and excited.
:)

Ok going to cook now. Bye!

20th in party world

2010-09-01T17:41:00.008+08:00

I am just too lazy to do anything.
To be specific, I am just too lazy to study.
I don't feel lazy when it comes to food, shows and sleep.
Ish-ness.

So here are the pictures from my birthday celebration.
Ohh ohhh actually I celebrated with Cherly! Her birthday was on 10th of August, one day before mine. haha
But we are so different! eh hem. hahahaha
About 13 of us went to Melbourne Central Party World Karaoke to celebrate.
ShuHua, Hsini, Beng and Raymond gave me a cardigan. Super nice!
Cherly gave me a necklace!
haha I am a happy girl.

Anyway, just let the pictures do the talking.

Sorry for the blur pictures.
As you know, my camera sucks like shit.
But, I still love it. haha
After singing, we went for dinner at Oriental Spoon.
I suggested that place because I wanted to eat Agedashi Taufu.
-.-

Thanks again everyone for the wonderful day and presents.
:)

p/s : Finally I got my handbag!!! yay me!

Birthday dinner

2010-08-27T11:26:00.004+08:00

I am back!
I wasn't away or anything, it was just me being lazy to update.
So yeah.
For my birthday dinner, Bee and I went to Lygon Street.
And guess what?! I put on make-up!!!
lol. After about 7 months of not putting any make-ups. Uh huh uh huh.
But actually I just put a little, so not much difference.

I super love this picture!!

Bee wanted to eat the meatball spaghetti that he ate last time.
But we went to the wrong restaurant.
As usual. He always assume things wrongly.
So we ended up at La Spaghetteria.

Food was just fine. The calamari rings wasn't nice at all.
We went back home after that because both of us wasn't feeling well.
So my birthday ended with both of us watching movie in bed.
:)

just for laughs

2010-08-21T13:07:00.002+08:00

Hello hello!
Went for a walk in Melbourne Central just now.
Was looking for a cap and I bought one from Billabong.
Wanted to buy 2 caps but thrifty(eheh) me decided not to.
I went searching for couple rings after that because our 3 years anniversary is coming soon!!
On 9th of September.
I told the bf that I want another ring because I lost mine.
And then he was like :" where got people change ring every year one??".
lol.

Anyway, I passed by a cosmetic stall and the saleslady put some foundation and blush on me.
Surprisingly I looked pretty good.
I wanted to buy the foundation which cost AUD80 but decided to think first.
So I went back and took half of the make-up off my face.
I put my own make up on and compared.
And well, I still look as good. (coughs)
So I decided not to buy. haha.

Here are some random ugly pictures of me.
:D

CMW(crazymelbourneweather)

2010-08-19T15:41:00.003+08:00

As I am getting lazier, Melbourne's weather is getting crazier and crazier.
How I wish I could just lie in bed for the rest of my life.
Ok choi choi.
What I meant was, how I wish I could just sleep for the whole day.
Don't need to do anything. Don't need to STUDY.

3 more months and everything will be over!
Say byebye to Bachelor of Pharmacy Year 1 and enjoy the 3 months break!!
3 months in Malaysia with the bee, awesome HOT weather, my family and friends. Niceeee.
But for now, I am still stuck here.
Not to say I really mind being here, at least I have the boyfriend here with me.
I just want winter to be over. F off cold weather and strong wind.
The temperature during spring better be higher than 18 degrees, otherwise I will...I will...........

sigh,I wanna wear nice clothes out!!!!!
:(
I don't want to wear bubble every single day!
Phleeaazeee??

surprise surprise!

2010-08-16T15:25:00.005+08:00

At 12am on Wednesday, Kaye, Alicia and Harn surprised me with a chocolate cake.
Bee helped them of course.
Sneaky little fella!
Apparently he passed our house tag to them, allowing them to come up to our unit.
At first when I saw the key I was like, " eh where is the tag??"
Then Bee was like " omg I think I dropped it or something. Shhh don't tell my brother, he will scold me because the tag cost quite a lot to replace it"
I was thinking, " damn then how to come back to the room after uni tomorrow?"
After that I didn't bother about it. I was quite sleepy but bee didn't allow me to sleep.
He asked me to watch Grey's anatomy with him until 12am because he said I have to be awake at 12am.
So at 1156pm, I insisted that I want to sleep.
At that instant when I was going to the toilet to pee, the 3 of them came in.
I was so stunned but happy.

my bitch

aliciaaaa

pandaaaa

opening my present

omgsofreakingcute!

slipper and bed sock. just what I need.

cutting the cake.

love the present so much! all pink!thanks you guys!!

Chatted for a short while because they had classes the next day.
Loved the surprise and the present, and of course love you guys!
:)

Next post, birthday dinner with the bee.

potluck

2010-08-13T15:12:00.005+08:00

Cherly suggested to do a potluck session 1 week after she was back from Malaysia.
All of us agreed and started to plan what food each of us should bring.
At first they wanted to buy KFC, pizza, McD and Hungry Jacks. lol wtf all fast food?!
Luckily they changed their minds.
Bee bought pizza, I made fruit jelly, Shu Hua made egg tarts, Cherly made pasta, Hsini made salad, Raymond fried wan tan and dumplings, Beng made fried ice cream and Jia Shen washed the plates since he didn't bring anything.
Everyone was disappointed cause he was supposed to bring KFC.

omg super cute

Hsini, me, Shu Hua, Cherly

bee's new jersey

We were super full but there was still quite a lot of food left. Lucikly Jones came to "sapu" some of the foods.
After dinner we played poker. I was winning quite a lot at the beginning but the bf helped me to lose. -.-
so i ended up winning $1.50 only. wtf.
Anyway we went back at about 11 something I think.

2010-08-11T15:09:00.002+08:00

happy 20th birthday to me.
my first birthday in another country.
my first birthday in the cold.

thanks for all the wishes everyone!

thanks Kaye, Alicia, Harn and Bee for the surprise!
i finished the rest of the cake by myself the next day. omfgsofat.

love you all!
huggiessss!!!

sem2

2010-08-06T18:30:00.004+08:00

The week before my second semester started, Bee and I went to Ten Ren bubble tea shop every day.
Sometimes just the 2 of us, or with his basketball friends who are also my friends now.
Now when class started, we don't go there every day anymore. Maybe 3 or 4 times a week. Sometimes with Kaye and Alicia too.
lol what a life huh.

the 3 ding dongs- Shu Hua, Raymond, Jia Shern. Cherly wasn't back from Malaysia yet.

that's Jones on the left.

Wanna see something amazing??

Tadaaaaa!! What a great contrast.
one super tiny and one super huge.
what happen to normal size? don't guys have normal size 'banana' anymore?
haha jk.

QV had this ice skating rink for about 2 weeks I think.
Super small and they charge by hourly.
wtf? and I even wanted to go. double wtf.

Next week would be Week 4. omg time passed so fast.
Exams will be coming soon again. FML kao kao.
All I am doing now is watching shows and munching on snacks. FML triple kao.

Ok, bye. Back to Grey's anatomy.

UGLY

2010-07-31T19:21:00.003+08:00

Oh look! I became uglier!!

From this :

to this:

haha blame Melbourne. The cold weather caused me to not bother about my appearance. I don't even shop much and buy lots of clothes. Everyday wear house clothes or pyjamas, because no matter what I wear, it will be covered by my thick jacket. So no point wearing nice and new clothes.
I have more pimples here actually. No idea why. Mostly is on my forehead or scalp. Super pain one somemore. Ish.
I don't make-up anymore. (Ok I promise I will put make-up when I celebrate my birthday in Party World). I don't wear accessories anymore. I don't really care how my hair looks like anymore.
I don't even wear short pants anymore! FML.
This is so bad. I think I need a change.

Yes. I will change. When winter ends.
Teehee.
If not my boyfriend will "zao lou".
haha.