2008

dannngg! its 2008 already! crap...i am not even ready for my college life! screw it!!

so what did i do on new year's eve?? well..my gang and i decided to go to The Curve...apparently ALL of my other friends are going there too...Bee followed me..and his gang followed him...hahaha...Bee came and fetch me at 830pm...Darren,Nicole,Darryl,Aaron,Kaye,Bee and me all squeezed in Bee's toyota...=.=...niceeeeee... reached there and met up with Jason,Chili and Mabbie...all the clubs were packed with ppl so we were stuck with no where to go...We saw many of our friends there...yea and i mean seriously MANY that kind...

finally at 10 like that..we went to Ichiban Ramen to grab some foodie...well..some of the guys havent eat dinner yet...we sat there until 11 something...Hi(s) and Bye(s) were said...then we went outside to wait for the fireworks...ok it was awfully hilarious...before 12 am..we heard fireworks sounds...but couldnt see any...we thought it was a waste coming here...but then after 10 mins like that...the sky was filled with colours!! Baam Baam Baam! it was amazingly stunning...arrrghhh..romantic-ness...haha!! the fireworks lasted for approximately 10 mins...our neck were hurting...dangggg! but it was worth it though...

"we will always be together right?"
"yes...always..."

off to Panda's house after that...that sneaky little cheek...didnt go to NS!! gave all of us a HUGE suprise...but of course we were gald that he didnt go...=) and guess what?? he is going to Taylor's...and whats more..he is taking A-Levels too..yay!! high 5 dude!!

we reached Subang before them...so Kaye,Bee and I went to Racks to look for Darren and the gang...gosh...my stomach was still hurting painfully since 8 o clock...Period pain?? i have no idea...LUCKILY it didnt come on that day...otherwise i will slit my throat...Kaye was hungry so we went to Pan's Bakery to grab some finger food...Kaye...you better thank my stomach for hurting so much..if not you can say ByeBye to your french fries...Sayonara!! hahaha...i wanted to drink Teh-o Limau...but when i ordered...both of them were like "wooii!! you stomach pain still wanna drink Teh???!! "..i was like Huh?? why cant I?? and they explained that when a person is having stomachache...they cant drink tea...hmmm...me dumb...i felt so embarrassing...everytime when i am with Bee...something embarrassing will happen...it is guaranteed that i will trip...but actually not only when i am with him laa..i am a person who always trip...damm pai sehh lehh!! and the weird thing is when i tripped..i will think of the song "Clumsy" by Fergie..haha.."You got me trippin,tumbling,flipping,fumbling..clumsy coz i've fallen in love"..lolz..lame huh...

selepas itu...we went to Panda's house...AND..!!!! grrr...there were no more liquor for us...geezz...angry-ness...i only get to drink a cup of Jack Danials...then we played PS...the guitar game..goshh..i love YongChyi(the skeleton)...hahahaah!! chitty chatted...Bee wanted to go home at 4 coz he was tired...so we followed him back...haihzz..the day ended with a good night kiss...how i wish the day can rewind itself and everything can go through once again...minus the stomach pain...i've always wanted to celebrate new year with my bf and now it'd came true...since it'd came true...i am waiting for one more dream to come true..that is going to the beach with my bf...lalala...

*sorry there arent many pics bcoz i was busy enjoying every second of the day...=p*

hApPiE nEw YeaR's EvE y'alL

mAke sUre eVerYone hAve A bLasT tOniGht k!!

loVeyzzz~~~

Kaye ffk me AGAIN!! crap la u!! haha...nvm...i will drag you out another day!! mark my words!!!


Instead of my bestie K...i went to watch AVP2 with my Bee!! awww...missed him like crap! anywaysssss...now everywhere is having SALE!! and my pocket is so darn empty!! omgggg....i want sport shoe,accessories,heels,dress,tops and many many more..the list goes on and on until europe...dannngggg!!! Bee was trying to help by not letting me see all those shops...so we went to Coffee Bean and drank Ice Blended Mocha...yummm~~~

the movie was pretty good for me...others said it was bad...and AS USUAL...i didnt understand the story...luckily Bee was kind enough AGAIN to explain it to me...almost every show that we watched together...he gotta take some time and tell me the storyline...goshhh...yes yes..me dumb...i give the movie a 6...not bad ehh...

i wanna finish my story book...!!! "Tall,Dark & Handsome"....just like him........=D

*i am too bored until i started playing GB again...this time with KUSO...i won him many times!!*

Chelsea is playing against Newcastle!!! wish them the best!!

NS

Jack and Danny boy!!!! arrrghhhhh!!! wont be seeing you guys for 3 months!! nooooooo!!!


n sorry Jack for unable to take the last sohai picture with you!! i know that you wanted to win me...but.......oh well....make sure you practice real hard in NS k!!


n sorry Danny for not going to the party yesterday!! i am already saving money now to belanja you when u get back....=D


oh yeahh!! Panda!! you are also going to NS tomorrow right(if i am not mistaken)??!! danggg...haihzz...then you cant celebrate new year with us!! noooooOOoo!! we are so gonna miss you man!!

me wish everyone who is going to NS tomorrow Good Luck!! and most of all Have Fun!!!

Miss you guys lotssss!!!!

sdont-rub-me-tummy-danny!! hugzzz s







q sohai jack...definitely will miss your sohai-ness q






r one of our gang member-Panda Loo aka the Great Dancer...xoxo r

Y loveyy you guys lotss! Y

i loveyyy my bestie for alwayssss!!

11 years of friendship means the world to me...

Ythanks for listening to me all the time...

Ythanks for layan-ing me even though you knew that i was at fault...

Ythanks for giving me golden advices...

Ythanks for encouraging me to learn from mistakes and ppl around me...

Ythanks for caring about me all the time

and last but not the least...

Ythanks for being my bestie!!!! huggiezzz babe!!!

a night in MJ's house

Hey ya!! ok..i am still a lil high and am having a headache now...errmm...but u cant blame me..i drank like 4-5 shots of Absolute Mandarin...urghhh...wait wait..before i start the story-telling about the night in MeiJuin's house...i should start with telling the inevitable...

Yesterday we saw Her in Bistro!! tahahaha...i remembered Bee was like stoning and he "Ohhhh"...then he turned to me and said " *** ** worrr"...Before that i saw her from the back but didnt know it was her...when i saw her...my mind was like "wow nice shirt!!" hahaha!! but pulak turned out it was the one that i didnt want to see...Not to say that i hate her or anything laa...There are things that i like about her...e.g: -her dressing , her leadership and her pose(haha! she is a good poser!)...BUT He is mine now so please back off! I know that She still likes him and is still holding on the hope that one day He will once again be back into her world...Its not wrong to think like this but to tell the truth...IT will never happen anytime soon...If She wants to wait then go ahead...I cant do or say anything...She should know what She did in the past and She can never turn back time..."What goes around comes around" You know?? Before this I was so afraid of Her...but for now I became stronger and the sight of Her will not even make my heart skip a beat...=) He really LOVES me You know AND I will NEVER EVER do what You did to him.........<

So back to the topic...We went to MJ's house after that and we played Mahjong...haha..it was so fun!! after a few of them went back...SS18/1C and SS18/1 played with each other...i am not saying the road ok..haha...SS18/1C included Alyssa,Andrew and Me while SS18/1 included Tek Seong, Mei Juin and Khe Chun...I won a few rounds only...but it was not bad as it was my first time playing after so darn freaking long...karat d laa...Then after that we played Black Jack..walau ehh...dont wanna talk about it...lose like shit!! So around 3 something we started drinking...Drew brought Absolute Mandarin...It smelt dammm nice lorr...but then when you drink......dot dot dot....suck like hell...

We went up to MJ's room then Bee and Seong went back home...so left Aly,Drew,Mj and me...we were both staying over at Mj's house...we played Bluff...DAMMM...I am shitty at that game...lost kau kau twice lehhh...So i gotta drink shots after shots...*err sorry Bee for not going to sleep after you went back,i was too tempted to play..eheh*

After losing twice i decided to change game...we played Dare...we spinned the bottle and whoever kena have to choose a card...the choices were Lepas Diri, Dare,Drink and Truth...I kena a few times...Ermm...sorry to burst your bubble but thats all I can tell...the following incidents are quite embarrassing and we already said that what happened in Mj's house stays there...so yeahhhh...But actually i was the only one who did embarrassing things...LOL...

Went back home at 11 something in the morning...and here i am...urghhhh...I am so going back to sleep...Good night y'all!! YY

Rehab

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUpsX7ihHdY

Baby baby
When we first met I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover and my best friend
All wrapped in one with a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock that spun me around
And now my heart's deadI feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blameAnd now I feel like....oh!

You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Damn, ain't it crazy when you're loveswept
You'd do anything for the one you love
'Cause anytime that you needed me
I'd be thereIt's like you were my favorite drug
The only problem is that you was using me
In a different way than I was using you
But now that I know it's not meant to be
I gotta go, I gotta wean myself off of you

And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you
You don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
'Cause now I feel like....oh!
You're the reason why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease

Now ladies gimme that..

.Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
Now gimme that...Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
ohoh, oh, oh, ohh

My ladies gimme that...

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohohoh, oh, oh, ohh
Now gimme that...Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
ohoh, oh, oh, ohhOh!
You're the reason why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leaveI should just let you go on and do it
'Cause now I'm using like I believe

It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
And baby, you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease


Cry

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgDdFA_iMQs

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was differentFelt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...