Blues

Chelsea won ManUtd!
Kudos to John Terry for scoring the goal!


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I thought of a topic to write yesterday night,
but I forgot what was it.
So I am cracking my head now trying to remember.

Oh screw it, I've been sitting here peeling my skin for 10 minutes while thinking hard but still, nothing resurfaced in my mind.
Anyway, I asked the bf yesterday,

Me : I think I know why no one reads my blog.
Him : Why?
Me : Because, I am not pretty...
Him : Yea...
Me : No big boobs, don't flash boobs...
Him : Yea...
Me : no dotcom, no DSLR...
Him : Yea...
Me : No friends, no events to go to...
Him : Yea...
Me : No nice layout...
Him : Yea...
Me : Erm...erm..
Him : Your posts are boring, you are not sohai enough...
Me : *stares*


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I really despise myself for not being able to stay strong.
My willpower had weakened.
I don't want to continue being like this.
Please?

你是好人 也是个坏人
对我坦承 只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任 所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人 也是个坏人
分得够狠 你才有借口转身
宁愿爱 一点不剩
也不忍 看恋人爱成路人