Happy- Leona Lewis

someone once told me
that you have to choose
what you win or lose
you cant have everything
dont you take chances
you might feel the pain
dont you love in vain
cause love wont set you free
i could stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
so unhappy but safe as could be

so what if it hurts me
so what if i break down
so what if this world just throws me off the edge
my feet run out of ground
i gotta find my place
i wanna hear my sound
dont care about other pain infront of me
cause im just tryna be happy
just wanna be happy

holding on tightly
just cant let it go
just tryna play my roll
slowly disappear
well all these tears
they feel like they're the same
just different faces, different names
get me outta here
well i can stand by the side
and watch this life pass me by
pass me by

fashit

wtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtfwtf
I've never been so attracted to a guy for quite some time.
Taylor Lautner!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Before I watch New Moon, I know this Jacob guy is hot but I never knew he is THIS hot.
When he took out his shirt to wipe theirritatingbella's head, wtfinearlydied.
Eh no la, actually not yet.
It was the scene where theirritatingbella went to his house to find him while it was raining, and he was shirtless with his short hair.
That was the part where I sat up straight with my heart beating faster and faster.
lol.



Damn yummy you know.
His wolf friends also damn hot.


Mama Mia.


This morning I woke up at 6 something, I went online and googled him.
And guess what I found out.
Nah, not the fact that he is dating Taylor Swift, I knew that quite long ago,
it was the fact that he is born in 1992,which means he is 17!!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!




He don't look 17 to me!!
How can he be 17 years old??!!
omg what happened to the world??!
Why younger guys are always hotter??!!





You see!!! wtf abs is that?!!!
aih aih aih
But actually it is not the abs that I am so attracted to, I love his arms more.
Urgh I love big arms.





Feel very protected one ok.



See him hugging his ex-Selena Gomez.
:(
hug me pleaaaaaaseeeee




Sigh, I used to like Taylor Swift, but I don't think I do now.
Because I am jealous!!
-.-







I love you, Taylor.
and your body.
especially your arms.
:D



Oh anyway, Twilight sucks.
Err, sorry to all the fans, let me rephrase,
Twilight was a let down.
Lame conversations, pointless scenes, theirritatingbella kept doing annoying things, edward is like so not hot or cute but weird and I don't think he is a good actor, the show moves really slow..w...w...w,love here love there so boring.
But it was worth giving RM12 for.
:P

Maison

The last time I went to club was like super long ago.
I've almost forgotten how to club.haha
One day in Old Town, Darren asked us whether want to go to Maison because his friend is celebrating his birthday there.
Bee looked at me and I looked at him with that cheeky smile.
So, yeah finally we went.

First, some camwhore pictures.
I wore my sister's spaghetti top.
I tried it on at first, it was kind of low cut, but looked quite nice if show some bra.
hahaha so I decided to wear it.
I paired it with a short skirt.
























wtf my arms and legs so huge!








lalala my tattoo. But it looked a little weird in this picture.
The fairy looked out of shape.




I always wear with a jacket before reaching the club.



Apparently, it was not a ladies night on Thursday.
No idea why.
The place was jam-packed with people.
There's no way we can dance downstairs, so we just stayed upstairs the whole time.


bf, Jikz













Jikz! The fella slept after drinking a few cups.
haha




Darren and friend.




Darren's friend, Nian, Chili.




Venice.




lol everyone looked so happy.




Chilli, Venice.




lol cute and funny.




omg where is my left eye wtf.




Juan, where's the cd? lol.
jk.




flaming for the birthday boy.













with Chilli and Adele.
wtf am i that fat?



At the end of the night, Jake was the hero.
He puked and puked.
He didn't remember anything.
lol but he really drank a lot that night.





p/s: Kaye is back!! oh no!!!!!

I need money!

The gila babi.



He asked: Why Malays call pig khinzir not babi?
Hmmm why ar?
Wait, khinzir is pig right?

*****

Thanks to the bf for accompanying me to Maison with his gang even though he loathes clubbing.
Ok so now, he and I are officially broke.
I still need to buy more clothes/ stuff for myself when I am in Australia, need to go for Langkawi trip with the guys , help my dad pay for my laptop (wtf if I have enough money la, but most probably won't)....
omg and Kaye is coming back.
Aiseh, I think just go to her house or someone's house to hang around, or we can just go to Bistro lim teh.
Eheh.
:D




Urgh, leg hurts from dancing. No actually my whole body hurts.
Don't know why.
Will blog about clubbing at Maison another time.
AND a really super effing cute picture of someone.
lol don't worry it's not me, although I am tempted to show you my cute fat baby pictures.

VS

Ask me whose body I want to have, I will say Victoria Secret models.
:S
Big boobies, toned and muscular abs and thighs and arms, super long legs...
Plus all of them look naturally thin, healthy, beautiful and have super nice shiny hair!
wtfilovethemasmuchasilovemeganfox.
But...so sad...I can't be like that. "I got it from my mamma"(Will.I.Am's song)
Not to say my mamma's body not nice lah...
LOL.





A few nice outfits from VS fashion show 2009.

Guys?

I wanted to take part in a contest organised by thekookything, but unfortunately nobody can take pictures for me, so I decided not to join.
I chose a few random clothes to wear with the heels I bought from them.
Those random clothes are actually from my brother, my dad and my bf.


#1


Brother's Chelsea jersey.
(lol ignore the santa hat)



#2






Bf's old basketball jersey + a belt + a cap.



#3


Dad's big T + a red belt + a cap.



#4


You can wear a nice nice *ehem* bra or a bikini with a belt.
Look damn sexy one ok.



#5





Wear it with a tie.



For me, I like #4 and #5 the most.
What say you?
Time to raid your bf/dad/brother's closet?

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